這門課是吳台齡醫師開的。每一堂課，吳醫師都安排了有相關背景的主講人來為我們講一堂課。我喜歡這樣的安排，因為它的自由性與自主性。我期待這樣的課程安排。
除了之前在普通心理學就有一堂他來當嘉賓的課的印象外，讓我印象最深刻的是他帶了桃園二村的3個茄子要我們傳著看，並問我們它們的不同。3個茄子都被蟲子咬過，並不像菜市場看見的那樣漂亮發光。因為自己長大的環境的關係，對於這種被蟲子咬過的蔬果，我並沒有太大的陌生感，反而有種親切在裡頭。
確實，菜市場上不會看見那樣被蟲子咬過的蔬果，那是我們從小就培養出的一種心態－－最求完美。我們追求完美的世界，完美的人格。我們不要被蟲子咬過，我們介意他人的眼光，我們擔心自己殘缺，我們害怕被誤解，我們恐懼被隔離。那是我們。
不知道為什麼，當我看見這3個茄子時，我知道自己有一股衝動想把它們一個個折斷，然後說一句：他們的內容並沒有與那些正常不過的茄子有何差異。或許大家都早已知道那茄子裡頭不會有任何差異的存在，但我們只會把會掉的部份放大再放大的來看。
壞掉的部份是結果，以人來比喻是被認定壞掉（不正常）的。人格的形成，很多理論都會關注於兒童時期發展所帶來日後的影響，若假設壞掉的部份是因為成長過程中受傷造成的... （一片亂= ="）
期待課程結束時, 會有一個自己較滿意的方向去思考問題。
星期三, 10月 12, 2005
星期二, 10月 11, 2005
心理系迎新宿營05
這次是第一次當小隊輔，也特別強調是第一次參加台灣人辦的活動。與其說可以經驗不同的籌備方式，不如說經驗不同的思考模式更為貼切。我的拍檔是悅婷，這是我們第二次合作，第一次是大一時的辯論賽。這次的合作，與其說愉快，不如說和諧更為貼切。我們在事情的討論上並沒有磨擦，還不如說我們需要討論的東西是很少很少，但就是明白自己要做什麼。說是默契的同時，又有點心虛，因為說不定她在包容我。
這次的隊輔帶隊方式是有經過討論的（與其說經過討論，不如說是又我提出概念再由她理解），這是一次的實驗。或許很多人會對「實驗」這個辭感到歇斯底里的厭惡感，但這個辭的出現實並不得以的，因為它確實有 被我們操弄並且有假設的。我們並不希望看到自己多麼努力、拼命的把團隊的氣氛搞得何等的讓人興奮與不知所以然的瘋狂，我們想做自己。然而，最重要的是我想 知道團體在不受催化者影響下的形成過程。我希望看見隊員真正的自己存在於這團體中。
活動結束，我看見團體行成的經過，看見每一個隊員自己的參與、互動的默契、學習。遺憾的只有在一起的時光太少，觸成感情與思想交流的花朵未來得急盛開。最後，只希望大家能多多包含我的固執，只因背後單純的動機－－學習。學海無涯，為勤是岸。
這次的隊輔帶隊方式是有經過討論的（與其說經過討論，不如說是又我提出概念再由她理解），這是一次的實驗。或許很多人會對「實驗」這個辭感到歇斯底里的厭惡感，但這個辭的出現實並不得以的，因為它確實有 被我們操弄並且有假設的。我們並不希望看到自己多麼努力、拼命的把團隊的氣氛搞得何等的讓人興奮與不知所以然的瘋狂，我們想做自己。然而，最重要的是我想 知道團體在不受催化者影響下的形成過程。我希望看見隊員真正的自己存在於這團體中。
活動結束，我看見團體行成的經過，看見每一個隊員自己的參與、互動的默契、學習。遺憾的只有在一起的時光太少，觸成感情與思想交流的花朵未來得急盛開。最後，只希望大家能多多包含我的固執，只因背後單純的動機－－學習。學海無涯，為勤是岸。
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輔馬迎新05
這是理性與感性交戰的經驗. 同一個時間內, 多方的刺激, 還沒理清自己的狀態, 是太累, 心理與身體. 遙遠的家, 切身的感情. 理智與瘋狂, 合理與不合理, 在中間走過, 我通向那裡, 吸引我卻未知的那裡. 所有的經驗, 是為了看見我自己.
星期一, 10月 10, 2005
enidrasynnus的結束
http://enidrasynnus.blogspot.com/的結束.
25.9.05
2天幹訓
兩天的僑聯幹訓活動, 晚上回來又立刻去上班. 身體累了, 一星期量的衣服還沒洗, 還是留到明天早上吧. 活動的感觸, 玩玩玩... 認識一些其他同學會的幹部, 並不熟, 因為自己並沒有熱心的去認識, 活動中也沒有自我介紹這個環節.
燒烤的時候, 看見歐美非同學會令我羨慕的「共同體精神」, 是團結嗎? 是民族性嗎? 我不太清楚, 但我看到的是他們的互相照顧... 還有他們的生火和烤肉技巧, 我學到了一點. 但是後來我還是沒有參與他們那一組, 我覺得我出現在裡頭有點不適當, 似乎有點多餘, 人數太多也是其中的原因吧. 換了一組, 到一個只有5人的組, 開始燒烤. 雖然已經在另一組了, 仍然沒有多大的參與感在. 因為在這個組當中, 出現了一個人, 說話的方式令我感到有些討厭. 我可以嗅到他說的每一句話是客套話, 幾乎沒有所謂「我」的存在在裡頭, 只是一些社交語言, 我無論如何都聽到這些, 但我沒有多說什麼, 只是在享受我的燒烤過程.
來渡假的幾戶人家的唱K. 當我一來到這個目的地, 就很快的發現到他們的存在, 因為人數不多, 透過影像傳出來他們的歌聲, 使我不能忽略他們的存在. 由中午一直唱到傍晚吃飯時間, 填飽肚子後又繼續到10點鐘. 其實, 如果不是因為他們不斷的在歌曲結束時一直重複那句: 謝謝各位來賓的掌聲~ 這到底是什麼心態呢?
sunway lagoon. 我們在第二天去了另一個地方, 有點類似《虎豹別墅》和sunway lagoon的地方. 雖然, 那邊只有2個成人滑水道和3個兒童滑水道, 但已經滿足了, 它讓我好想家. 下雨了, 我們還是繼續玩. 我們都很貪玩.
關於授課內容. 除了玩之外, 幹訓當然有上課的時間, 主講人分別有兩個. 讓我發現一個有趣的現象. A主講人會醒覺到自己是主講人這回事, 而投入角色當中; B主講人則雖然知道自己的角色, 但卻不完全投入在其中, 反而覺得當他是主講人和不是主講人其實是一樣的.
酗酒. 活動結束後晚上的時間, 一群人打麻將, 一群人玩遊戲灌酒. 突然想到「酒」的存在. 酒,我有時也喝, 有時是高興, 有時不因為什麼而想喝. 但, 我不會是為了玩遊戲而灌酒的人. 所以, 我不明白當時酒的意義是什麼.
碰碰車的兩個小女生. 有點類似《虎豹別墅》的地方, 玩碰碰車, 遇到兩個小女生和我們一起玩. 雖然不認識, 但還是一起參與了遊戲. 突然感覺到遊戲所帶來的參與感與玩樂的喜悅.
我們在這裡頭也觀賞鸚鵡表演. 表演時間正好趕上. 主持開始滔滔不絕的說詞, 嗅得出洗鍊的味道. 表演開始不久, 台上要求一個觀眾上台來參與, 坐在我前面的中年男人立刻自告奮勇, 嗅得出同夥的味道. 表演結束, 中年男人又和台上一起離去. 演技派的觀眾...
enidrasynnus的開始
http://enidrasynnus.blogspot.com/的開始.
23.9.05
開始
終於又一個開始...
今天是開學的第5天, 我開了這個blog, 用來記錄生活. 一直都很期待開學, 開學5天了, 沒有一天失望過. 深深感覺我會在這個學期學到很多, 當然我必須花更多時間來得到. 今年, 接了幾個職位來做, 希望人忙心不盲.
這學期的課, 安排得正是時候, 我需要哪方面的知識與體驗, 在課堂上都會受益不淺. 感覺上, 我正朝著自己的方向前進, 那是愉快的事. 至少, 在行動上來說, 我是在朝那個方向前進的. 也因此, 少了一份焦慮.
希望把心理測驗這門課修好(其實每個課都想修好), 在暑假時自修了SPSS(感謝邱導師的贈書), 現在就正好用得上, 再加上心理研究方法上, 也會用到, 讓我感覺到有點順理成章的感覺. 兒童諮商是延續了去年上了輔導與諮商概論的課, 加上同一個導師, 念起來應該還蠻有感覺的(熟悉), 我在試著讓自己的知識和認知不斷的擴張. 再來是團體的參與, 去經驗與認知「團體」, 再由團體至社會的思考, 一步一步理解人的組織結構與人心理對於結構的相對作用.
充滿期待的一個學期... 期待過程的發生.
星期二, 9月 27, 2005
INFJ
您的人格類型是： INFJ （內向－直覺－情感－判斷）
您的工作中的優勢：
◆ 誠實認真，從而鼓勵著人們重視你的想法
◆ 對於那些對你很重要的項目你專注執著
◆ 堅決果斷，並有高度的組織能力
◆ 有創造力，能提出獨樹一幟的解決問題的方法
◆ 與別人情感交融，可以預見別人的需要
◆ 能以透視法看到事情發展的宏觀圖像以及意識與行為之間未來的潛在聯繫
◆ 有理解複雜概念的能力
◆ 對別人真正關心，有幫助別人成長和發展的才能
◆ 獨立，有很強的個人信念
◆ 有做出成績，不達到目的不甘休的幹勁
◆ 對自己信仰的事業盡職盡責
您工作中可能存在的不足：
◆ 過分的專心致志，結果可能導致死板
◆ 對於要做完一件要花多長時間事情心裡沒有數
◆ 很難做與自己價值觀相違背的事情
◆ 對計畫的可能性有不切實際的傾向
◆ 一旦做出決定就不願意再回頭審視一下，更不願意撤銷決定
◆ 不會處理矛盾，易於忽略不快
◆ 很難拉下面子客觀，直接地訓誡下屬
◆ 很難把複雜的想法簡明地表達出來
◆ 易於倉促下判斷
Stats: Rarest personality type; estimated 2% of population.
Characteristics
* private
* sensitive
* quiet leaders
* great depth of personality - intricately and deeply woven, mysterious, and highly complex, sometimes puzzling even themselves
* introverted
* abstract in communicating
* live in a world of hidden meanings and possibilities - part of an unusually rich inner life
* abstract in communicating
* artistic (and natural affinity for art), creative, and easily inspired
* very independent
* orderly view towards the world but within themself arranged in a chaotic, complex way only they could understand
Towards the self
INFJs value their integrity a great deal. They are generally "doers" as well as great dreamers. They have high expectations of themselves and need to live their lives in accordance with what they feel is right. They do this through total trust of their intuition. They believe in constant growth and don't often take time to revel in their accomplishments. INFJs are proud of their authenticity, respectful of their benevolence, confident of their empathy. They also are constantly in a state of self-renewal.
Towards the world
Towards the future: credulous, the past: mystical. INFJs prefer the future and the pathway along which they aspire for profundity. They've even been known to have visions/premonitions/auditory and visual images of things to come. They are often said to possess supernormal intuitive ability in both its forms: projection and introjection. They search for their unique identity and place in the world, constantly defining this better. They are activists there for the cause, not for the power, fantasize about getting revenge on those who victimize the defenseless, and put a lot of energy into identifying the best system for getting things done.
Relationships
An INFJ is often hard to get to know. They are selective about their friends, but such a friendship is a symbiotic bond that transcends mere words... They hunger for deep and meaningful relationships, provide spiritual intimacy for their mates, and can only be emotionally intimate and fulfilled with a chosen few from among their long-term friends, family, or obvious "soul mates." In such relationships, they strive for mutuality, don't believe in compromising their ideals, and can understand and deal with complex issues and people.
Towards others
It can be difficult for an INFJ to articulate their deepest and most convoluted feelings to others. They tend to be secretive by holding back and protecting part of themselves, thus creating hidden sides to their personality. They are choosy of what and when to share things and tend to only truly do so with those they trust. When they reveal things, it is often through speaking interpretively and metaphorically of the abstract world of their imagination. However, they can work quite intensely with those close to them, being cooperative in implementing goals - even though their own trusted intuition can sometimes make them stubborn. They can become aware of another's emotions/intentions before that person is conscious of them. This leads to strong empathic abilities, an unusually strong desire to contribute to the welfare of others while pointing out human potentials, and uncanny communications with certain individuals at a distance. They are often leaders who go unnoticed, quietly exerting their influence behind the scenes. When working with others, they are very sensitive to conflict and cannot tolerate it very well. They will prevent/avoid it at all costs. They also provide an opportunity for fantasy for their children.
http://www.infj.org/public/infjcharacter.html
您的工作中的優勢：
◆ 誠實認真，從而鼓勵著人們重視你的想法
◆ 對於那些對你很重要的項目你專注執著
◆ 堅決果斷，並有高度的組織能力
◆ 有創造力，能提出獨樹一幟的解決問題的方法
◆ 與別人情感交融，可以預見別人的需要
◆ 能以透視法看到事情發展的宏觀圖像以及意識與行為之間未來的潛在聯繫
◆ 有理解複雜概念的能力
◆ 對別人真正關心，有幫助別人成長和發展的才能
◆ 獨立，有很強的個人信念
◆ 有做出成績，不達到目的不甘休的幹勁
◆ 對自己信仰的事業盡職盡責
您工作中可能存在的不足：
◆ 過分的專心致志，結果可能導致死板
◆ 對於要做完一件要花多長時間事情心裡沒有數
◆ 很難做與自己價值觀相違背的事情
◆ 對計畫的可能性有不切實際的傾向
◆ 一旦做出決定就不願意再回頭審視一下，更不願意撤銷決定
◆ 不會處理矛盾，易於忽略不快
◆ 很難拉下面子客觀，直接地訓誡下屬
◆ 很難把複雜的想法簡明地表達出來
◆ 易於倉促下判斷
>> 我也想知道自己多一點
Stats: Rarest personality type; estimated 2% of population.
Characteristics
* private
* sensitive
* quiet leaders
* great depth of personality - intricately and deeply woven, mysterious, and highly complex, sometimes puzzling even themselves
* introverted
* abstract in communicating
* live in a world of hidden meanings and possibilities - part of an unusually rich inner life
* abstract in communicating
* artistic (and natural affinity for art), creative, and easily inspired
* very independent
* orderly view towards the world but within themself arranged in a chaotic, complex way only they could understand
Towards the self
INFJs value their integrity a great deal. They are generally "doers" as well as great dreamers. They have high expectations of themselves and need to live their lives in accordance with what they feel is right. They do this through total trust of their intuition. They believe in constant growth and don't often take time to revel in their accomplishments. INFJs are proud of their authenticity, respectful of their benevolence, confident of their empathy. They also are constantly in a state of self-renewal.
Towards the world
Towards the future: credulous, the past: mystical. INFJs prefer the future and the pathway along which they aspire for profundity. They've even been known to have visions/premonitions/auditory and visual images of things to come. They are often said to possess supernormal intuitive ability in both its forms: projection and introjection. They search for their unique identity and place in the world, constantly defining this better. They are activists there for the cause, not for the power, fantasize about getting revenge on those who victimize the defenseless, and put a lot of energy into identifying the best system for getting things done.
Relationships
An INFJ is often hard to get to know. They are selective about their friends, but such a friendship is a symbiotic bond that transcends mere words... They hunger for deep and meaningful relationships, provide spiritual intimacy for their mates, and can only be emotionally intimate and fulfilled with a chosen few from among their long-term friends, family, or obvious "soul mates." In such relationships, they strive for mutuality, don't believe in compromising their ideals, and can understand and deal with complex issues and people.
Towards others
It can be difficult for an INFJ to articulate their deepest and most convoluted feelings to others. They tend to be secretive by holding back and protecting part of themselves, thus creating hidden sides to their personality. They are choosy of what and when to share things and tend to only truly do so with those they trust. When they reveal things, it is often through speaking interpretively and metaphorically of the abstract world of their imagination. However, they can work quite intensely with those close to them, being cooperative in implementing goals - even though their own trusted intuition can sometimes make them stubborn. They can become aware of another's emotions/intentions before that person is conscious of them. This leads to strong empathic abilities, an unusually strong desire to contribute to the welfare of others while pointing out human potentials, and uncanny communications with certain individuals at a distance. They are often leaders who go unnoticed, quietly exerting their influence behind the scenes. When working with others, they are very sensitive to conflict and cannot tolerate it very well. They will prevent/avoid it at all costs. They also provide an opportunity for fantasy for their children.
http://www.infj.org/public/infjcharacter.html
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