sunnysardine's blog: 10.06

heyhey
how u?
I have something to tell U
it's a little complicated
sigh...
wat?
u promise not to tell anyone
well u can email me anytime
promise
sure
no problem
sigh
love happens so soon
= =
love is complicated
u got love?
u kiss someone?
u gonna get married?
= =
I got love
but it 's sort of my roomate
a gal?
he lives next to me
and Io can't tell other roomates
oic
really in love?
Iａｍ　ｎｏｔ　ｐｒｅｔｔｙ　ｓｕｒｅ
I have no idea
= =
o u got a shock?
u kiss?
yapppp
hehe...
npnp
nono
only hands
hand to hand
= =
wut U think?
= =
I have no idea
hehe
so, make it slow n smooth
ｂｕｔ
we already
hold hand
= =
there's a roomate who is really mean
I am afraid she gonna tell his parents
then we can't live in the same apartment
= =
I am really afraid
and the point is
his parents love that roomate
ic
順其自然吧
let him know wat u worry
ｏｋ
Ｉ　ｗｉｌｌ
gud luck my fren
ｔｈａｎｋｓ
Ｉ　ｈｏｐｅ　Ｉ　ｃａｎ　ｈａｖｅ　ｈａｐｐｉｎｅｓｓ　ａｓ　ｙｏｕｒ’ｓ
＝　＝ｂｕｔ　ｌｏｖｅ　ｉｓ　ｈａｒｄ　ｆｏｒ　ｍｅ
love is hard for everyone
ｒｅａｌｌｙ？
ｂｕｔ　ｉｔ　ｓｅｅｍｓ　ｅａｓｙ　ｆｏｒ　Ｕ
Ｕ　ａｌｗａｙｓ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｗｕｔ　Ｕ　ｗａｎｔ
no!
Ｉ　ｄｏｎ’ｔ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｗｕｔ　Ｉ　ｗａｎｔ
ｓｉｇｈ．．．．
lots of discussion, lots of forgiveness, lots more to give
ｒｅａｌｌｙ？
＝　＝
den, make it slowly and safe
ｂｕｔ　Ｉ　ａｍ　ｎｏｔ　ａｓ　ｐａｔｉｅｎｃｅ　ａｓ　Ｕ　ａｒｅ
ｎｏｔ　ａｓ　ｍａｔｕｒｅ　ａｓ　Ｕ　ａｒｅ
u will get urself hurt in love, but perhaps love is wat u get cured too
ｈａｈ
ｃｏｏｌ　ｃｌａｕｓｅ
ｂｕｔ　Ｉ　ａｍ．．．ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ａｆｒａｉｄ
＝　＝
謙虛的面對你的焦慮, 承接自己
我現在就是阿
ｔｈａｔ’ｓ　ｗｈｙ　Ｉ　ａｍ　ａｓｋｉｎｇ　ｆｏｒ　Ｕｒ　ｈｅｌｐ
Ｍｒ　Ｃｏｎｓｕｌｔｅｒ
tatz gud
ur anxiety will show d way
i m jus ur fren, not a consultant
ｉ　ｋｎｏｗ
ｙｏｕ’ｒｅ　ｍｙ　ｆｒｉｅｎｄｓ　ｗｈｏ　Ｉ　ｃａｎ　ａｓｋ
ｄｉｓｃｕｓｓ
ｓｉｇｈ．．．Ｉ　ａｍ　ｉｎ　ａ　ｍｅｓｓ
ｄｏｎ’　ｋｎｏｗ　ｗｕｔ　ｔｈｅ　ｆｕｃｋｉｎｇ　ｈｏｗ　ｔｏ　ｄｏ
well, jus tk a breath go go slow
ｏｋ
Ｉ　ａｍ　ｄｏｉｎｇ　ｉｔ
so, u wanna tell me abt d guy?
ｏｋ．．．
don't knoe how to describe
U ask me
well, den talk abt urself, wat u feel
I felt he's nice
and soft
and he will protect U when something happened
but there's one thing
he is good to other girls too
but he know the distance
oh shit
he is jus a nice guy
he is like a brother to other girls
= =
really??
tink of sumting k?
answer me 1 simple Question
like wut
okok
I am listening
concentrate
why dont u tell all this to him and let him know?
just happend then
I have no time to tell him
ok I will bec...
I am not sure he's serious or not
= =
I haven't talk to him
= =
wat u feels wen u saw my question? answer me sincerely k?
everything is in a mess
okokk
I am afraid somthing
I daon't wanna be so serious
tell me, wat is it
after all
I am afraid to get hurt
I am afraid I will break my heart
= =
okey, u mention tat to me b4
that's why I don't want to confess to him
gud, u doing jus gud, u r more relax now
ya...so?
ya
it really works
I think
I am really to get hurt
= =
I am fucking afraid
= =
u wanna talk abt ur scard of getting hurt?
oh shit
I love someone b4
but he really break my heart
he went up with my friend in the end
= =
go slow go slow k? catch ur feelings n tell me slowly, mek me understands u
it really hurts me
okok
I have a bf when I was in HS
你覺得被背叛了?
he's my roomate
yappppp
nonon
my classmate
ya
I felted betry
felt
do u tink u afraid bcoz u dont wanna b betray again?
both of them are my classmtes
I ma sick of seeing them every day
yap
exactly
I am afraid
ok ok, den we talk abt d betray, ok?
ok
that girl I really believe her
I told all my stuff to her
ahe's the only girl I confessed in the class
she
but she used me
ok, seems lik u n her r quite close ya?
and till now
she never said sorry
yapppp
yap
close
well, u tink she is sorry to u?
yap
I tink
think
and I told her Bf too
I felt she hurted me that time
well, y u told her bf?
but she didn't do any response
yap
bec we become frds now
bec he felt sorry
and I forgave him now
but not that girl
= =
u tell her bf, so tat she nknow wat u feels, n she will sorry to u? u tink so?
yapppp
maybe
but...
I can't do anything
she was a bitch
i can c u r helpless on tat spot
nothing can chanhe her
change
I think so
yapppppppp
kind of
I know that problem B4
but I don't think that
wat is tat? tell me more clearly
it''s too complicated
I can't revenge her
I feel bad
and...
they still together now
I wanna they broke up
so, at last d word revenge came out of ur mouth
wat u wan is revenge rite?
?
yapp
exactly
so, wat is d connection between u r in love n u wanna revenge?
um...
ua...you8're right
no no no!
tell me d answer
ｕｍ．．．
come on, face ur hopeless n helpless
ｕｍ，，，
Ｉ　ｈａｔｅ　ｒｅｖｅｎｇｅ
sincere to ur feelings
ｂｕｔ．．．
Ｉ　ｗａｎｎａ　ｓｈｅ　ｇｅｔ　ｈｕｒｔ　ｔｏｏ
Ｉ　ｗａｎｎａ　ａｈｅ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｗｕｔ　Ｉ　ｆｅｅｌ
ｓｈｅ
ｋｎｏｗ
ok, u hate revenge now rite?
ｙａｐ
u wan her to know ur sorrow rite?
ｔｈｅｎ？
ｙａｐｐｐｐｐｐｐｐｐｐｐ
face it, talk to her
now wat u tink?
ｔａｌｋ　ｔｏ　ｈｅｒ？
ｉｔ．．．
ｉｔ’ｓ　ｗｅｉｒｄ　ｔｏ　ｔａｌｋ　ｈｅｒ　ａｂｏｕｔ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｎｏｗ
watz d problem? u wan her to know ur feeling, but u giv excuss to urself
ｉ　ｍｅａｎ．．．
ｓｉｇｈ．．．
Ｉ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｄｏｎ’ｔ　ｗａｎｎａ　ｈａｖｅ　ａｎｙ　ｃｏｎｎｅｃｔｉｏｎ　ｔｏ　ｈｅｒ
tell me d sigh, wat is it behind
wat is behind ur sigh
Ｉ　ｆｅｌｔ　ｓｉｃｋ　ｗｈｅｎ　Ｉ　ｔａｌｋ　ｔｏ　ｈｅｒ
but she betray u, she shd feel d guilty
Ｉ　ｄｏｎ’ｔ　ｗａｎｎａ　ｈｅｒ　ＢＦ　ｍｉｓｕｎｄｅｒｓｔａｎｄｉｎｇ
arent she?
ｎｏｏｏｏｏ
Ｉ　ｄｏｎ’ｔ　ｗａｎｎａ　ｈｅｒ　ＢＦ　ｔｈｉｎｋ　Ｉ　ｓｔｉｌｌ　ｃａｒｅ　ａｂｏｕｔ　ｈｉｍ？
Ｉ　ｄｏｎ’ｔ　ｗａｎｎａ　ｈｅｒ　Ｂｆ　ｔｏ　ｔｈａｉｎｋ　ｔｈａｔ
Ｉ　ｗａｎｎａ　ｈｅｒ　ＢＦ　ｔｈｉｎｋ　ｉｔ’ｓ　ｏｖｅｒ　ｎｏｗ
ｉｔ’ｓ　ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｏｖｅｒ
so, u tink u can forgive? i dont tink so
Ｉ　ｄｏｎ’ｔ　ｈａｖｅ　ａｎｙ　ｆｅｅｌｉｎｇ　ｔｏ　ｈｉｍ
ｎｏ　Ｉ　ｄｏｎ’ｔ
so u dont wanna another betray again rite?
ｙａｐｐｐｐｐｐｐｐｐｐｐｐ
so r u ready 2 tel all this to d nice guy? u willing 2?
ｏｋ
how u feel now?
ｏｋ
ａ　ｌｉｔｔｌｅ　ｂｉｔ　ｕｎｄｅｒｓｔａｎｄｉｎｇ
tatz gud
no more messy?
yapppppppppppp
clear now
thanks
welcome
thanks~~~~~loo
good night
88
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gud luck
okkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
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