星期日, 11月 26, 2006

日日春關懷互助協會


當場的感想是
(1)我知道性工作者需要被保護,就像一般市民的保護,有人權。
(2)我知道罰嫖模式是個錯誤的模式。
(3)我知道罰淫模式是個錯誤的模式。
(4)性產業要去污名化。

所以,我現在要做什麼?我坐在會場裡想這個論壇到底是為何而設?這個論壇匯聚了很多人,聽台上的人講這些東西,是為何?好奇?好奇完之後呢?我們是在接觸這個議題沒錯,或許我們正在接觸而已,但是這個活動一定有它的目的,不然為什麼要辦。

目的... 我覺得是教育。現在的接觸就是一種經驗,經驗一種現實與想像的對照,這種對照製造一個機會,讓想像的世界與真實的世界對話。而什麼是想像的世界?假象的世界,充滿個人偏見的世界,受個人經驗獲得的扭曲世界。對了,就是這樣,對話的空間產生變化的機會,有了空間才能去污名化。

模式?為什麼談模式?日日春要一個東西:娼嫖都不罰!這一點很清楚。就是要這個模式!為什麼?不為什麼,就是生意,為何要罰?(我需要更多的思考激盪,考驗這樣的想法。)

我知道一個東西很清楚,就是參加這次的活動後,我的行動。我上網找了一些東西看,滿足自己的求知慾,思考自己在這件事上的位置。當我跟XT說這件事時,XT說『大家都在做對自己有利的事。』這句話我是認同的,但是又覺得用在這裡實在殘忍!不禁懷疑是這樣嗎?

to be continue..



《嘜相害》
2006/ DV / 21mins, Taiwan
Director/ Lin Jing Jie
Music/ Lim Giong
Beautifully shot, "Street Survivor" is a precious portrait of a hooker and the cop who arrested her. If the hooker needs to be working the streets in order to survive, does the cop have a choice of letting her be? Who is the oppressed in this scenario and who is to blame?

第七屆金馬國際數位短片競賽得獎名單出爐!「最佳台灣影片」則由拍攝流鶯真實故事的《嘜相害》奪得。《嘜相害》以仿紀錄片模式拍攝流鶯的真實故事,簡單的故事架構、細膩的情感,大膽結合與運用不同領域的敘事形式,獲得評審團一致認同,一舉拿下「最佳台灣影片」。

導演的話
嘗試一種簡潔且生猛有力,像紀錄片一般逼視真實的劇情片;嘗試集結影像工作者、表演工作者、音樂工作者,參與一部影像拍攝的工作,當作一起從事一項為底層發聲的社會運動。希望:假如影像是社會運動的武器的話,這部片是匕首;假如影像是藝術的話,這部片是一首動人的短歌。
轉載:http://streetsurvivor.blogspot.com/

星期五, 10月 27, 2006

星期三, 10月 04, 2006

041006 對話

heyhey
how u?
I have something to tell U
it's a little complicated
sigh...
wat?
u promise not to tell anyone
well u can email me anytime
promise
sure
no problem
sigh
love happens so soon
= =
love is complicated
u got love?
u kiss someone?
u gonna get married?
= =
I got love
but it 's sort of my roomate
a gal?
he lives next to me
and Io can't tell other roomates
oic
really in love?
Iam not pretty sure
I have no idea
= =
o u got a shock?
u kiss?
yapppp
hehe...
npnp
nono
only hands
hand to hand
= =
wut U think?
= =
I have no idea
hehe
so, make it slow n smooth
but
we already
hold hand
= =
there's a roomate who is really mean
I am afraid she gonna tell his parents
then we can't live in the same apartment
= =
I am really afraid
and the point is
his parents love that roomate
ic
順其自然吧
let him know wat u worry
ok
I will
gud luck my fren
thanks
I hope I can have happiness as your’s
= =but love is hard for me
love is hard for everyone
really?
but it seems easy for U
U always know wut U want
no!
I don’t know wut I want
sigh....
lots of discussion, lots of forgiveness, lots more to give
really?
= =
den, make it slowly and safe
but I am not as patience as U are
not as mature as U are
u will get urself hurt in love, but perhaps love is wat u get cured too
hah
cool clause
but I am...really afraid
= =
謙虛的面對你的焦慮, 承接自己
我現在就是阿
that’s why I am asking for Ur help
Mr Consulter
tatz gud
ur anxiety will show d way
i m jus ur fren, not a consultant
i know
you’re my friends who I can ask
discuss
sigh...I am in a mess
don’ know wut the fucking how to do
well, jus tk a breath go go slow
ok
I am doing it
so, u wanna tell me abt d guy?
ok...
don't knoe how to describe
U ask me
well, den talk abt urself, wat u feel
I felt he's nice
and soft
and he will protect U when something happened
but there's one thing
he is good to other girls too
but he know the distance
oh shit
he is jus a nice guy
he is like a brother to other girls
= =
really??
tink of sumting k?
answer me 1 simple Question
like wut
okok
I am listening
concentrate
why dont u tell all this to him and let him know?
just happend then
I have no time to tell him
ok I will bec...
I am not sure he's serious or not
= =
I haven't talk to him
= =
wat u feels wen u saw my question? answer me sincerely k?
everything is in a mess
okokk
I am afraid somthing
I daon't wanna be so serious
tell me, wat is it
after all
I am afraid to get hurt
I am afraid I will break my heart
= =
okey, u mention tat to me b4
that's why I don't want to confess to him
gud, u doing jus gud, u r more relax now
ya...so?
ya
it really works
I think
I am really to get hurt
= =
I am fucking afraid
= =
u wanna talk abt ur scard of getting hurt?
oh shit
I love someone b4
but he really break my heart
he went up with my friend in the end
= =
go slow go slow k? catch ur feelings n tell me slowly, mek me understands u
it really hurts me
okok
I have a bf when I was in HS
你覺得被背叛了?
he's my roomate
yappppp
nonon
my classmate
ya
I felted betry
felt
do u tink u afraid bcoz u dont wanna b betray again?
both of them are my classmtes
I ma sick of seeing them every day
yap
exactly
I am afraid
ok ok, den we talk abt d betray, ok?
ok
that girl I really believe her
I told all my stuff to her
ahe's the only girl I confessed in the class
she
but she used me
ok, seems lik u n her r quite close ya?
and till now
she never said sorry
yapppp
yap
close
well, u tink she is sorry to u?
yap
I tink
think
and I told her Bf too
I felt she hurted me that time
well, y u told her bf?
but she didn't do any response
yap
bec we become frds now
bec he felt sorry
and I forgave him now
but not that girl
= =
u tell her bf, so tat she nknow wat u feels, n she will sorry to u? u tink so?
yapppp
maybe
but...
I can't do anything
she was a bitch
i can c u r helpless on tat spot
nothing can chanhe her
change
I think so
yapppppppp
kind of
I know that problem B4
but I don't think that
wat is tat? tell me more clearly
it''s too complicated
I can't revenge her
I feel bad
and...
they still together now
I wanna they broke up
so, at last d word revenge came out of ur mouth
wat u wan is revenge rite?
?
yapp
exactly
so, wat is d connection between u r in love n u wanna revenge?
um...
ua...you8're right
no no no!
tell me d answer
um...
come on, face ur hopeless n helpless
um,,,
I hate revenge
sincere to ur feelings
but...
I wanna she get hurt too
I wanna ahe know wut I feel
she
know
ok, u hate revenge now rite?
yap
u wan her to know ur sorrow rite?
then?
yappppppppppp
face it, talk to her
now wat u tink?
talk to her?
it...
it’s weird to talk her about this now
watz d problem? u wan her to know ur feeling, but u giv excuss to urself
i mean...
sigh...
I just don’t wanna have any connection to her
tell me d sigh, wat is it behind
wat is behind ur sigh
I felt sick when I talk to her
but she betray u, she shd feel d guilty
I don’t wanna her BF misunderstanding
arent she?
nooooo
I don’t wanna her BF think I still care about him?
I don’t wanna her Bf to thaink that
I wanna her BF think it’s over now
it’s really over
so, u tink u can forgive? i dont tink so
I don’t have any feeling to him
no I don’t
so u dont wanna another betray again rite?
yapppppppppppp
so r u ready 2 tel all this to d nice guy? u willing 2?
ok
how u feel now?
ok
a little bit understanding
tatz gud
no more messy?
yapppppppppppp
clear now
thanks
welcome
thanks~~~~~loo
good night
88
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
gud luck
okkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
U too

星期日, 9月 17, 2006

舊同事


『p/s: to my dear friend Danny Tai, i am still looking for u in d crowd. plz plz contact me, if u read this. x worry, B eP!』
終於,2006年的9月跟未婚妻逛街時遇到舊同事。
祝 生活愉快。

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